Of heartbreaks...and Hrishita Bhat

It was an arrow that pierced my heart. The one who shot the arrow was Sharukh Khan... wait... that didnt come out sounding right. The arrow hit a tree trunk and there she was. She made my heart flutter. In those 3 seconds of screen time, she made me fall in love with her.

The year. 2001. The movie. Asoka. The actor. Not important. The girl who I lost my heart to. Hrishita Bhat.

When it comes to love, my brain works like a woman. Sure, I can't distinguish between 37 shades of pink, or tell you what necklace looks better with the evening gown and stuff. What I mean is, I am not like other guys. (I am sure you girls have heard this line before.) I fall in love with only one aspect of a woman and it is almost always never a physical aspect. And that one aspect shadows her shortcomings, if any. But I am a judger. I judge people, women, even more and I am stricter with the girls I fall in love with.



So here I was, all of 16, mesmerised by a new actress. Hrishita comes in the second half of the movie, and an already good movie (one of SRK's very few good movies) seemed even better.

Hrishita had this quality about her. You know, how some people can light up your day? She could light up my day. In fact, just thinking about her made me feel good about the world. Maybe it was her smile, which she flashed with ease. Maybe it was her expressive eyes, which always hid back more than they gave away.

I am a salwaar kameez guy, which means, I judge the sexiness of a woman based on how desirable she can look in an attire that covers 90% of her skin. When Haasil came out, I watched her carefully. I still have no idea about the story. I watched it only for her. Hrishita wore simple salwaar kameezs and I still could never take my eyes of her.

Among the not more than 10 female wallpapers I have downloaded in my life, she must feature in more than 50%. Sure, like a true blue 17 year old, I wanted to see how she looked in short skirts and all, but more than that I wanted to know how she was in real life... Was she shy? Is she moody? Had she trained in any of the arts? Did she enjoy reading?

My fascination with her might have been because the 12th std studies that didnt leave me without enough time for real girls... Then things went from bad to worse as I got into Mechanical Engineering. There were a few girls and the prettiest one of them had a moustasche. I knew how dry my next 4 years were going to be. I had braced myself.

Engineering, especially Mechanical, Civil and Electrical, also known as the 'Real' Engineering, puts you back by 4 years in the charming girls department. While Elec and Comps engineers are out bunking college and watching movies with their girlfriends, we spend long hours making engineering drawings. All through those 4 years, I knew it was alright, coz there was a girl out there who was perfect. Sure she was out of my reach, but only for now. But one day...

I wasn't crazy for her or anything. I don't believe in that. I am super practical and I believe planning works. I knew I just had to turn awesome (more awesome than I already was back then) and then make a move. I had no idea how or where I was going to meet her, but I thought it was the easy part. In the years that followed, I learnt things, about relationships, about life in general. I also got better with women. Sure, I am still very shy, and I am very self concious, but if I like you, I will sweep you off your feet and there's nothing you will be able to do about it . :)

All through the years, I have had a list in my head, of women I find amazing. It has women whom I have met over the years and take the pains to keep in touch with. Hrishita Bhat is the only woman in that list whom I havent met and still manages to be among the top (it is a ranked list :) )

In the rare public appearances she makes, the very few endorsements, she still manages to make my heart skip a beat whenever I see her on TV. I am all of 27, it has been 10 long years. I should have found some other celebrity who could do that for me, someone younger. Isnt that how a male brain is supposed to work? I have never thought of marrying her. All I wanted to do was know her. This now seemed possible. I mean, I am pretty cool once you get to know me. :)

I asked my friends in media if they knew her and if they could set up a meeting even if it was under the garb of an interview or something. But apparently she doesnt do much PR. The other day I was just surfing when I reached this page about a movie that she had produced. And then my heart broke. She had married this guy who was acting in the movie. I would have been okay if the guy was like a stud. But I bet he can't even grow a moustache.

My heart sank.  I don't know what I had expected out of the whole relationship, which was one way anyway. Rahul Sindal, a friend of mine has defined this as "Chota dukh". It is the dukh that strikes when an old flame is married, irrespective of what your status is.

Every guy has a "Hrishita Bhat" in his life. She may be a celeb, or she maybe someone in college. Whoever she is, she always reminds him of his old self and of what might have been. She drives in him, a desire, if nothing, to know that he could have had her. The heart breaks when she leaves him without giving him a chance.

And thus ends, a weird love story.




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10 letters to the editor:

    On September 4, 2012 at 11:17 PM     
    Purav said...

    I can feel your pain dude! And i love the prettiest girl in Mech wala line :P

    Always refreshing to reade your blogs

    On September 5, 2012 at 12:16 AM     
    Anonymous said...

    Hi dude, i like hrishita too..she is beautiful and sexy..btw you gotta a wrong information that she got married..No this is not true, it was a rumor that she is going to marry shubh (hero of that movie). so chill !!

    I am eagerly waiting for her movie Lara.. have you seen her pictures ?

    every ' normal' guy has one hrishita bhat. each one.

    I'm glad you brought up the 'girls looking prettiest in Salwar Kameez' thing.

    I thought I was the only weirdo who believed that :)

    Lovely..!! :)

    On September 16, 2012 at 2:34 AM     
    Anonymous said...

    You have showed great perseverance behind the blog. It's been enriched since the beginning. I love to share to with my friends. Carry on.

    For me that salwar Kameez girl was 'Neha' (not the real name) from Kareeb. Totally bowled over by her. Unfortunately not many films of her. Now married to Manoj Bajpai.

    @Purav
    Thanks man...
    @Anon: Lara? What movie is this?
    @viralised
    So true man :)
    @Soumitro: Haha.. true manQ
    @Sarika: Thanks
    @Anon: I have... I have..
    @Vikram: I really liked her too.. She was so pretty and so simple..

    actually i have thought of marrying her a lot of times. seems impossible though. i am even preparing for IAS (only for her) and hope to become one soon,(i already qualified IES) so who knows, if she waits. i dont think it would be difficult for a DM to meet her, and once i reach her, i m pretty sure, i have awesome first impressions.

    On March 13, 2015 at 6:07 PM     
    Sheetal said...

    Ah... I know this was about your heartbreak! But I cant stop laughing (highly possible that I am just a cold - hearted bitch). But You Mr. Arshat Chaudhary are hands down the funniest blogger. :'D